kebaikan mempunyai adik beradik yg ramai

i've thought previously that if i got married i do not want any children..bcz it is hard to take care of their feeling and all..the most im afraid was to hurt their feelings..but it so happened to me today that, my tok sedara passed away..we volunteered to have tahlil at our place. so we quickly clean up the house..wash every part of the house and all..the task became much more easier when we're doing that by grouping and thank god we're done cleaning up as fast as we can.but it turn out the jenazah need to be straightaway bury after jenazah prayer were done. then i've been thinking, kan senang if ada anak..hmm cuma we're all human being so if we do mistake we need to learn and not to re do..so from now on lita i've changed my mind and once i get married, i want to have a or a few childs heheh..but i still scared about delivering the baby mygoodness that is so scary but lita, if ur fren and urmom can do, so can u!!

p/s

one of my fren said today the beauty of your mother will be reduced as she gives birth to you my dear fren..my mom has 7 children..can u imagine for how much she has transfered her beauty to all her dear childrens..but to me, mom, u still looks lovely, amazing, gorgeous, attractive the way u are mom..
i love u so much..p/s i love u too dad hehehe